The Shadow Walker-

Walk not in the shadow of your past, but in the light ahead.
Take a look back. Look at all those stairs you've climbed.
See what brought you up to where you are today?
Up, that's where all these stairs led.
Up, that's where they are leading.
Up, that's where they meant to lead.
All those stairs behind serve only the purpose of taking you here,
or as a reminder of how you got here-
they are never there to bring you back down.
See the alternatives ahead, there's always a way out.
Making a stupid mistake once is enough.
Don't be stupid enough to live in that mistake forever.
The Choice is yours.

戲

「你知道, 世上有一種人是多麼的可怕
    雙面人–你有沒有看過– 人前人後是兩個樣
   對人說人話  對鬼說鬼話
   有些人就是這樣可怕,
   連他的笑 也是假的–其實很悲哀–就是那種皮笑 肉不笑
   你想, 這些人 真的很可怕！」

她說， 正故作掃視課室, 卻頻頻向這邊亂瞄, 大概是瞧我心虛了沒
每每在下重音時, 又瞥我一下 像是要用眼神把我唬到
偏又不用狠瞪, 眼珠子只游來游去, 鬼祟得很
待得雙眼好不容易落定我身上了 又好像不知望哪好, 狀極狼狽
二人終於四目交投 這才趕緊盯, 眼神卻又不夠嚴厲
但終究沒從我的臉上看出一絲慚愧, 隨面露不悅之顏。

很讓人不安的一節課。

小姐, 上演人生這一齣戲, 別告訴我你就只有這麼一個角色
對白, 也是因人而異的–
同一句話, 對小孩或是老人家說, 也有不同的演繹吧
雖不是真心的,也勉為其難給你笑一個, 總也算是合禮的表現了 –
不然你要怎樣, 難道哭哭啼啼又或者是板著臉才不至於「假」嗎?
以笑臉面對問題, 這也有錯嗎?

我拿著一份不喜歡的劇本, 在人前不動聲色, 穿上戲服把角色好好的演下去
對觀眾說, 同時也在說服自己, 我是多投入和享受整個表演的過程
我自以為專業, 卻被說是虛偽
我呆在那裡, 不知可氣還是可笑。